woensdag 26 december 2012

To tell the truth, The truth is, I lied, I am an liar

To tell the truth, is difficult.
To tell the truth, I think I am better then anyone in the whole world
To tell the truth, I am obsessed with myself.
To tell the truth, I am so obsessed that I can not love myself.
To tell the truth, I am selfish.
To tell the truth, I hate who I am.

The truth is, I hate how I isolate myself from where no one will see me.
The truth is, I am not that insecure anymore.
The truth is, I want to chase after my dream.
The truth is, I don't know what makes me that special from anyone else.
The truth is, I am ashamed of myself allot.

I lied, I am in love with a boy who is 2 years younger then me and I don't f*king care what you think.
I lied, I am alone and unhappy without a real reason.
I lied, I need friends.
I lied, I do want someone else then my parents to love me.
I lied, I think I can sing better than anyone in my choir.

I am an liar. To everyone including myself.
Telling the truth is difficult or is it not?