The fifty shades of everything.

Hello and welcome to the fifty shades of everything. I will be your host tonight, Anouk *applause*

Thank you, thank you. Tonight I wanted to talk about how the world has been lately. Every where around me people are getting fired, children get found, dead and they are just as usual complaining that this is no spring weather.

Lately everyone is sad and energy less, complaining about how tough life is but further that they do nothing. I am sick of these people. If you want something, say it. I you feel something, say it! Gosh, it is not that difficult to speak your mind! So I am frustrated, angry and disappointed.
Be happy with what you have and don't always think of the things you don't have! Look around! The sun is shining, people are living and the environment is doing it's best to keep everything in place. Don't be selfish and be kind to one another. Stand up for an older lady that comes into the bus! Have respect for them because in an while they will be gone! All the stories they never got to tell will be gone.

The fifty shades of everything is an list you can make for yourself. For example you take an theme like happiness and then you write all the things up that come to you mind. You can ask yourself; what makes me happy or when I think of happiness how do I imagine that? What means happiness? If you have done that you pick out the words that speak to you the most, write them in an chart and write beside is how you are going to archief this happiness. How do you get where you want to be and what steps do you have to take to go there.

I hope you all will have nice dreams and be good to one another!
Love, Anouk

The start of something new.

Een nieuw begin,
Een nieuw begin voor mij.
Voor alles dat ik achter laat en alles dat ik bij me houd.

Dit nieuwe begin zal het zelfde zijn als al die andere keren.
'Er was eens...' zal het mee beginnen
En daarna, dat weet ik nog niet.

Alle pijn die onbewust binnensloop, is nu weggegaan.
Daarom kan ik dan nu op mijn eigen benen staan.
Ook al doen mijn enkels soms nog zeer.

Tedere briesjes zullen in mijn gezicht slaan
En ijzig koude druppels zullen me voorbij gaan.
Onbewust begin je dan ook nog eens te rijmen, wat raar.

Nu begin is te lopen naar een avontuurlijk nieuw begin
De tijd ik voor me hield is nu ontsnapt
Rustig adem ik de frisse lucht in van een nieuw begin.