Secret.

I have a secret.  No, I am not pregnant and no I am not lesbian.
My secret is way scarier then that.
I am someone that has the same as my sister. We can't calm down.
It may sound weird but I am always with alot of enery.
Not only that, I have these "attacks" as in like hart attacks.
I will breath extremely hard and can only calm down when I distract myself from everthing.
Best way to that, Watch an movie.
Nobody knows this, because I have been suffering from this all alone but, Now you kinda know so... that's cool. I guess. This can't calm down thing has been going on with my sister and she had to go in therapy so when I found out, I had a kind of the same I was scared. What if I had to go in therapy? Would they find out more then I wanted? And if they did, would they think I was a wacko?

The drama of my life is somthing I will tell some other time because right now, It's almost 11PM and I am all alone at home. So I hate to cry like this when I feel like no one would care for me.
I have many more secrets that I do not intend to tell. This secret was something I had to tell because I was scared. All alone, whith only an dog to maybe care. So I say to you, good night.
Tomorrow I am going to update my website, blog etc.
That is gonna be a lot of work.
Greetz! Anouk